I have squandered so much in my life. The buoyancy of my breasts, money I have made, several thousand kisses. I have gifted nearly all of my good feelings and starved my own self of good things in the process. Lately I feel radical in the affection I feel for myself, completely wild in my confidence that I am worth something, that I am doing a good goddamn job.
I have learned what love is, and what it cannot be.